I'm loosing it...just loosing it...not even the laughter of a friend outs me from my closed, messed up and ever so dark mind...I'm loosing it...and what do I do?...I go on...and on and on...till all is lost...

Crazy person, or just a normal one, unable to be himself. Loosing it...

and perhaps crying out for help...and then unwilling to except it...fucking 'ei