• Splenetic

"Energize me with a simple a touch, with an open heart..."

Good evening, sweeties!

Whoever said that people only write in their diaries when they have a bad day and want to complain and dwell in self-pity?

Abso-fucking-lutely a wonderful day! I woke up an hour before the alarm clock set a nine o'clock, and got a punch of household chores done before setting my foot in the gym: first BodyPump, followed by BodyBalance. I discovered that adding weights in Pump is recommended to do when you are *not* planning to attend another class right after. I could feel my legs shaking in the Three-legged Dog and the Pyramid so much that others probably noticed it too if they looked at my way. Ouch. But nowhere near how much it's going to hurt tomorrow morning. ;)

Later on I cleaned my closet (pun unintended) and now it's remotely orderly. I have to remember to call SPR on Monday to pick up some of the stuff that can still be used, and may be useful for someone else than me. Donating flower-patterned sheet I got as a present isn't such a bad thing, is it? I mean, the sheets help me to help someone else, so it's not that bad, and really it's the thought that counts.

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I have an appointment with my therapist next week. She's obsessed with my social life -or my *non-existing* social life, to be precise. I don't know what she expects of me; I'm not going to pretend to be social and go to a bar (besides, they're all straight here anyway) and get wasted. I don't even drink alcohol, damn it! I consider it a waste of time unless there's a band I like performing (which happens far too rarely). Fuck I will start behaving like the majority to make friends that wouldn't even be actual friends since they would most likely be drunk as hell and remember nothing, not to mention that lying/pretending/faking isn't exactly the best possible basis for a relationship. Even a mockery of a human being the social animal (= me) can see this.

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Playing now:
'Transitory' by After Forever. Absolutely one of the gems on the album. And, yes, I am currently having an After Forever phase. I'm like a spree killer when it comes to music; spring 2006 went by listening costantly to Sonata Arctica and the summer 2006 was dedicated to Lacuna Coil. Last summer was much a combination of Sonata and Velcra. I wonder if they're coming to my town anywhere near future?

2 kommenttia

Torontosta

13.1.2008 02:47

How many there really read English, I wonder?

Splenetic

13.1.2008 12:44

Dunno. But then again one of my native English teachers said that English should be the third official language in this country since even the drunkards know some of it. It's the level that varies, as in any language.

If you're referring to the possible amount of people reading this... well, quite frankly that's not my motivation to write this. It's up to anyone whether they want to read a dyke's blog about mundane things in English or not.