A sequel to the previous entry - I got another reply from E. Here's approximately what I will send him back, altough I think I may have to ..hmm.. revise the general tone of the letter.
"Your intelligence to me is part of the build up to my attraction towards you, and no friendship exists without an attraction, so it is an addition to your body structure which I like, right!"
This isn't happening... fuck this... And since when has the appearance of a friend become a criterion to be friends with them?
"Yes, I see you understood the euphemism ("union of opposite sex") I used in my lines to you. I think the two places I have some fears with you are on this, (sex) and on your inability to trust yourself in finding a worthy friend in the opposite sex, and this makes us differ."
You really think it makes us differ? No shit! I would have never guessed in a million years. Wow... Have you not been listening to a single word I've said?! I am not incapable of trusting myself in finding a worthy friend of the opposite sex; I am capable of being reasonable enough NOT to trust people of the opposite sex as -and pay attention, here comes the important part- they are not worthy of trust!!! That includes you!
"Well, if you deem it fit, you may think twice about your stand on men. I still like you, both as my girl friend, and beyond that, if we make a good match."
No, I don't "deem it fit" and I don't know where the hell you've gotten the idea I might "deem it fit". And I will think twice my stand on men the second they start acting like civilised human beings, not some fucking hormone and ego-ridden legs for their even more hormone and ego-ridden penises!
I'm beginning to like you less by the second. I will not hang around anyone who thinks it is even remotely possible that I might become *his* girlfriend and have any physical contact with him! It is probably unnecessary to spell this out but I'm going to do so in order to avoid *any* misunderstandings: we don't make a good match! You want to change me into a fuckable housing and cooking machine/baby factory/boxing bag. And because of that I would like to kill you and your kind.
It is best we stop writing and seeking each other's company. If (and most likely when) we see each other at the university or somewhere around town, we'll just say hello. That's all from now on.
I wish you good luck with your thesis. I suppose I should say ''hopefully you'll find another 'friend' who thinks more the way you do than I possibly ever can'' but I don't do lying, especially since in this case it would mean losing another woman to your patriarchal and deceitful world.
Have a nice life!
