I...
feel so alone.
Over the course of today it really has hit me;
nobody to talk to,
lying on the sofa, powerless to do anything,
yet feeling that something's to be done!
I know - it's the stress and days off. They don't cope.
Could this be helped by a nice cup of tea now,
or perhaps a moment of peaceful meditation,
under the clear sky or in living room?
Lying on the floor, feeling all stress pour off of me,
dreaming of a better tomorrow.
And then, tomorrow arrives,
placing me in hospital, taking care of
others' needs,
little by little seeing people fade away,
or telling them over and over again where they are.
Gods, I'm just so tired!
I need something...
zest perhaps? A trip to the zoo? Who knows.
Even a cruise to Stockholm would cheer me up...
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