Stupid day. Woke up on time, got the papers I needed on time, got to the Polytechnic on time, got compliments from my first aid teacher concerning my first aid technique, read one relatively boring book further and have now approximateöy forty pages left of it, anticipated our very first sexual health lecture, and was extremely disappointed. The teacher was nice and actually understood the diversity of sexuality but my classmates... they may have acknowledged the existence of the diversity but it most certainly did not show in their discussion. And me... I just sat there estranged from everyone else, feeling I have no part in their heteronormative ramble. I don't know the teacher well enough to even consider coming out to the entire class like that if I can't trust the teacher to come to my aid if things got out of control (as could be expected... I do not want ot be ever treated by any of my classmates... except S but he's gay).

Fuck. They all actually connected 'sexuality' with sex. There were people saying that if a person does not have sex they are less sexual than others having sex. I mean, come on!... Sex is just one way to express sexuality, not the other way around!!!