Therapist: "Well, that would be nice, wouldn't it? You want a child and if you got pregnant as a result of being raped, you would have a child."
YOU KNOW, FUCK YOU!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU???!!! LIKE I WOULD WANT TO CARRY A BEING INSIDE OF ME THAT WOULD BE NOT ONLY A CONSTANT REMINDER OF WHAT HAPPENED BUT ALSO HALF GENETICALLY LIKE THAT PIECE OF SHIT WHO CONSIDERS HIMSELF -AS ALL MEN DO- SO FUCKING SUPERIOR!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!! I WOULD KILL THE CHILD AS SOON AS I FOUND OUT ABOUT IT IF I HADN'T ALREADY KILLED MYSELF BEOFRE THAT YOU GODDAMN IMBECIL BLIND STRAIGHT WOMAN!!!
WHY ARE ALL STRAIGHT WOMEN SO FUCKING BLIND WHEN IT COMES TO MEN???? "They already do whatever women want." I HATE TO REPEAT MYSELF BUT WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH YOU???
5 kommenttia
Torontosta
20.5.2008 03:19
Your story is short of confusing, is it about some staright rape victim or what? That's criminal but it is often as the saying goes, you can't rape the willing!!!
Splenetic
21.5.2008 19:15
Straight rape, yes. She (as in my soon to be former therapist) seems to think that if I was raped and got pregnant as a result of that, I would have my dream come true as I would have a child that I have considered. But seriously, only a straight woman (or someone seriously insane) can possibly think rape being an option when it comes to making my dream of having a child come true. She is so much more fucked up than me!
And previously, she made me pick cards that remind me of the word 'man'; she picked cards she thought I would pick and showed me a card saying "alternative". I pointed out immediately I do not take this insinuating of hers that undermine my right to know what my sexual orientation is. Why is it that straight people think they have the right to question my ability to know what I want, who I want?
millikan
23.5.2008 12:53
...ok, your therapist has very strange ideas...unless she is purposefully trying to bait you with provocation.
Splenetic
25.5.2008 21:21
Yes, I considered the possibility of provocation as well. However, I feel it it highly inappropriate for a therapist to abuse knowledge of extremely sensitive things to do something like that. In any case, I'm finished with her. I'm better off without a straight woman who insinuates men as a "possibility"/"alternative" to women and does something like that. At least I feel better if not the people around me.
Splenetic
25.5.2008 21:23
Good lord, a sensible man... Millikan, if I really had the possibility to wipe out half of the human race (read: men as in males) off the face of the earth, you might actually be one of the very few men to live to tell the tale. =)