Just had a half an hour discussion with a Jehova. My toes are freezing but I actually didn't feel angry at all. It was a very sympathetic old woman, not pushy at all. She kept emphasising free will but I think she meant 'free will as long as it doesn't contradict the bible'. The weirdest argument was that the bible isn't self-contradictory. I kept giving examples and she debunked them (seriously, with part of 'thou shall not kill' and 'the punishment for doing thing X is death' is *not* contradictory?). But I did learn something new: according to the Jehova's people do not go to heaven but live on Earth that has been turned into paradise. But obviously only after God's assassins, Heaven's Angels, have done the dirty work for him and after Daddy Dearest has swept all evil from the world before JC returns to wake the chosen ones from their graves.

I probably sweared too much, though. Or at least I could have settled with 'very' type of words. But one thing remains: I do not want eternal life, not now, not ever. When I die, I want to really die, not cylon-die. I want perfect nothingness. No consciousness, no nothing. RAmen.