Sinne meni.
Neitsyys.
Pride-neitsyys siis. Se toinen meni jo vuosia sitten. Siis kun soin ekan kerran muroja.
Joo. Tanaan viimenen paiva. Pitais viela vahan pakata ja kayda syomassa ja olla nostalginen ja karata. Saan pisteet mun aakkosiin.
Hyvastelin venalaisen eilen. Ei ollut yhtaan kivaa.
Mutta niin, siis, Pride oli oikein kiva. Jos jaksan, laitan kuvia kun paasen Suomen puolelle.
Taman paivan suunnitelmat valui viemariin niin etta lorina vaan kuului. Koska tassa maassa ihmisten pitaa kysya vanhemmiltaan lupa ihan vaan talosta poistumiseen, niin mina istun kotona, yksin, katson Gilmore Girls'eja (ehka mahtavin tv-ohjelma ikina) ja PAKKAAN. Ei hyva.
Lupaa poistua tontilta ei siis ihmisille herunut. Ollappa Suomessa ja menna ulos milloin huvittaa ilman etta aiti sanoo etta et saa menna, kun en halua etta sulla on elama.
Ensi viikolla tahan aikaan olen siella jo. Mulla on kaksi pussia Laffy Taffyja (karkkia, ihanaa karkkia) menossa matkalaukkuun, etta voin sit syoda ja olla sentimentaalinen.
Meilla on lauantaina venalaisen luona itkupileet. Hyvasteja ja sellasta. Se lahtee maanantaina, kun ma lahden tiistaina. En haluaisi. Jaisin tanne. Mutta haluan kuitenkin. Mokille. Tykkaan mokista. Mereen uimaan.
Mummi lupasi tehda mulle karjalanpiirakoita samana paivana kun tuun niin saan tuoreita.
Tastapa tuli pitka selitys. Tai siis pitempi kuin yleensa. Eihan mulla ollut edes mitaan asiaa.
Ihan liian vahan aikaa. Tarvitsen ainakin kuukauden lisaa. Kun ovat niin ihania.
Mita kivaa Suomessa muka on?
Ei niin mitaan.
Kaikki.
Mutku, mutku, mutku...
AHDISTAA.
The Heterosexual Questionnaire
Source: Hidalgo, H., Peterson, T.L., & Woodman, N.J. (Eds.) (1985). Lesbian & Gay Issues: A Resource Manual for Social Workers, (pp. 276-277). Silverspring, MD: National Association of Social Workers.
This heterosexual questionnaire reverses the questions that are very often asked to gays and lesbians by straight people. By having to answer this type of question, the heterosexual person will get some intellectual and emotional insight into how oppressive and discriminatory a straight frame of reference can be to lesbians and gays.
What do you think caused your heterosexuality?
When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?
Is it possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase you may grow out of?
Is it possible that you or heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex?
If youve never slept with a person of the same sex, is it possible that all you need is a good gay lover?
To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies?
Why do you heterosexuals feel compelled to seduce others into your lifestyle?
Why do you insist on flaunting your heterosexuality? Cant you just be what you are and keep it quiet?
Would you want your children to be heterosexual, knowing the problem they'd face?
A disproportionate majority of child molesters are heterosexuals. Do you consider it safe to expose your children to heterosexual teachers?
Even with all the social support marriage receives, the divorce rate is spiraling. Why are there so few stable relationships among heterosexuals?
Why do heterosexuals place so much emphasis on sex?
Considering the menace of overpopulation, how could the human race survive if everyone were heterosexual like you?
Could you trust a heterosexual therapist to be objective? Dont you fear that the therapist might be inclined to influence you in the direction of his or her own learning?
How can you become a whole person if you limit yourself to compulsive, exclusive heterosexuality and fail to develop your natural, healthy homosexual potential?
There seem to be very few happy heterosexuals. Techniques have been developed that might enable you to change if you really wanted to. Have you considered trying aversion therapy?