Do you know why it is so frustrating to like girls? Because all the girls you like are just bound to like boys. Then you meet someone you absolutely fall in love with, in a completely platonic way that is, and then one night your (male) friends decide that you two should kiss, because two girls kissing is the hottest thing a guy can think of and they are no expections. And she wants to, too. She was actually going to before the guys suggested anything, but you had turned your head away too soon, not realizing she was about to kiss you. So you say what the heck, she's pretty and you like her and you really like kissing and you kiss and you feel something tighten at the bottom of your stomach and boom, you're crushing on this girl, just because her kiss made your stomach flutter and his didn't. I mean, it was him you spent the night with, and who had his tongue down your throat. But it's her you really want.
But you can't have her because she really likes boys and just wanted to experiment a little, or so you think, but you're too scared to ask because you don't want her to think you like her like that in the case she really was just experimenting. Plus, she lives 18 hours 30 minutes and 664 euros away.
And what did we learn? Let the straight girls experiment with each other. You touch them only after they have come to the definite conclusion that they like girls.
I need to go there and see her and kiss her and see if her kiss still makes my knees melt.
The best part is, she's the only girl you could see yourself with.
